Such a vivid description, I can almost hear the song intros. I've also moved from being an avid listener, and singer actually, to a podcast consumer. I used to feel guilty for letting go of music, it happened gradually like you said, but for me it meant I wasn't fun any more. It wasn't until today, reading this, that I realised music was triggering too many memories and sorrows. So I guess this is what it's like to get old and carry baggage.